the case of heartache?

i'll have to act that is alright, is it over yet? can i open my eyes... this is hard as it gets... so is this what it feels like to really cry... if anyone ask i will tell them i just grew apart what do i care if they believe me a not? whenever i feel ur memory is breaking my heart, i pretend i'm ok with it all act like there's nothing wrg...

I'm talking in circles... i am lying they know it... why can't all this stop right a way...? i need to know is it over yet?... can i open my eyes...

this is an old country song...

Got all emotional with my head thinking on some memories the radios playin old country songs... Someones savin, someones cheatin on, on, and on... See I left another good person alone doing their work tonight... I wonder if they will miss me lord knows I tried. But I think that maybe the thing that I did wrong was put up with this bullshit... for far too long... think I might like the quiet nights of this empty life... I ain't gonna sleep, I don't wanna dream about the things that I use to need...I ain't gonna cry or go on livin lies... I'm just gonna keep moving on... i only have this... Someday maybe sombody will love me like I need and seriously someday I won't have to prove cuz somebody will see all my worth but until then I'll do just fine on my own...